unfiltered thoughts, feelings, fantasies and experiences
N A dynamic document to be added to over time to document some standard types of punishments to be administered when then Toy has not performed to the required standards. Proof will be required for all punishments (photo, video, webcam). Food Written, photographic, video Financial Men Other
As the toy debases itself and does more disgusting things with men it truly becomes more and more disgusting to me. Using it’s mouth on undesirable men and having them cum in its ass and mouth over and over. Truly becoming a dirty cum dump for men. Every time it meets one of these men, … Read more
Last updated: 11 Feb 2026 General rules that it must observe: Sleep Morning routine Food Exercise Rules and Guidance:It’s mindset when serving Rules and Guidance:It’s Desires
So I’ve decided beyond doubt that I am going to channel a significant amount of my effort into being a bondage first prodomme and content creator. After thinking about it… of all the types of pro domination, I believe this style is one of the few that is suitably sustainable for me, for the following … Read more
It is a sneaky little fucker… known to be untrustworthy and full of shit. But I gave it a task as a test… to find a man to use and abuse it. Apparently it met a man, yet there is no shred of evidence that it actually did as requested. It sent me what I … Read more
A dynamic document about me as a person and Top/ dominant General Information Things I like and enjoy
I enjoyed Jan’s trip although I didn’t end up giving it the beatings I’d planned. It still suffered for me though, and it looked beautiful in doing so. “No, no, no… ow, ow, ow” haha… it was funny when I told it to say “yes, yes, yes” like it was begging for me and that … Read more
Since it is now established that we are not “friends”, as requested I have reviewed the original Friendship Rules sent back in Sep 2025. ✅ You are beneath me, therefore your pronouns are it / its. I do not need to use pleasantries with it.✅ Sharing all unfiltered/raw truth, thoughts and feelings. It must not … Read more
Recently, over the last few weeks, I have definitely been feeling more uptight. Body tense, jaw clenched without even realising until I notice and then force myself to relax. Clearly something is pent up inside. Something needs to be released. I can’t actually tell if it is anger or sexual frustration… maybe both. I look … Read more
This year needs to be about flow for me… I am tired… tired of fighting against people (including myself) and situations that do not feel in alignment. If something/ someone constantly feels like effort then either the situation needs to change or the situation/ person needs to be removed from my life. I really don’t … Read more