unfiltered thoughts, feelings, fantasies and experiences
As the toy debases itself and does more disgusting things with men it truly becomes more and more disgusting to me. Using it’s mouth on undesirable men and having them cum in its ass and mouth over and over. Truly becoming a dirty cum dump for men. Every time it meets one of these men, … Read more
It is a sneaky little fucker… known to be untrustworthy and full of shit. But I gave it a task as a test… to find a man to use and abuse it. Apparently it met a man, yet there is no shred of evidence that it actually did as requested. It sent me what I … Read more
I enjoyed Jan’s trip although I didn’t end up giving it the beatings I’d planned. It still suffered for me though, and it looked beautiful in doing so. “No, no, no… ow, ow, ow” haha… it was funny when I told it to say “yes, yes, yes” like it was begging for me and that … Read more
Recently, over the last few weeks, I have definitely been feeling more uptight. Body tense, jaw clenched without even realising until I notice and then force myself to relax. Clearly something is pent up inside. Something needs to be released. I can’t actually tell if it is anger or sexual frustration… maybe both. I look … Read more
It cannot be trusted: I don’t even know why it continues to do these things when I see through them. it literally cannot help itself. it’s lies and bullshit always get found out in the end though. it must just confess all its lies and receive punishment for them, the punishment it deserves. But it … Read more
I want to see it fucked by a man… well not just one man, many men over time. It protests that it’s not into men. I know this is a lie. It wants to be ruined by cock just as much as I want to see it. Telling it about my desire to see it … Read more
I’ve noticed I have a tendency to dehumanise people in the following circumstances: