Uptight

Recently, over the last few weeks, I have definitely been feeling more uptight. Body tense, jaw clenched without even realising until I notice and then force myself to relax. Clearly something is pent up inside. Something needs to be released. I can’t actually tell if it is anger or sexual frustration… maybe both. I look … Read more

The link between my sexuality and the slave

As I become more sexually activated it increases my desire for denial and cbt. As my sexuality grows I want to take the sexuality of the slave and mess with it more. The pleasure should be all mine.  The slave should not concern itself with it’s own pleasure, it should only help facilitate mine. Rather … Read more