The high of anger

I miss anger… the feeling is a natural high. It feels like… something… everything. A feeling like no other… the most intense rush. Anger is fuel. Anger is erotic. The suppression of anger has been so unhealthy that I have lost myself. Release of anger will reignite my passion. Release of anger will cement my … Read more

A reflection on a short period of channeling disgust, anger and violence

I’m surprised how easy it was to slip into channeling disgust, anger and violence. Once I started going I gathered momentum. Verbally voicing disgust and anger, also through body language. Disapproving looks, staring. Telling the toy to shut up and stop chatting shit. Seeing the toy quiet and uncomfortable. That did something for me.  Violence… … Read more